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Sunday, December 4, 2005
Well it has been awhile since I actually took the time to sit down and write in here.... Just a quick update.....
Moved into our new apt the 10 of november.. it has been hectic but I have faith that we will make it through.... And yes I am the MOTHER of the house...
Another thing... I finally came out to everyone.. guess what live journal IM a LESBIAN and I love it... Everyone even My mother... She is totally cool with it... She said she always knew... I blamed it on that Lesbian porn she and I watched one night LOl....
Girls.... Hmmmm new subject.... As I thought things wouldnt work out for me but little did I know I was going to meet this awesome person and she changed it all... Things are new and fresh but trust me I have faith in this... Im so ready to make her happy... She has sooo much to offer and so do I... I cant wait to see where it goes from here...... I promise to keep u guys updated
oh yeah I ate a fortune cookie today and this is what it said...stop searching forever. Happiness is just next to u.... That totally blew me away and Ill explain it later...
until nect time...
peace love and hair grease
Current mood:  IM a lesbian... now what
Tuesday, September 27, 2005
So yeah this weekend was an exciting one... Friday night hurricane Bitch... I mean Rita decided she wanted to blow through.. We got a lot of rain and some killa wind... Well We all had just taken a shower and Ben got the bright idea that James and I should go slippin sliding in the mud.. Well me being the risk taker I am.. NOT!!!!!! I was like ok james lets go... So went running out there like 5 year olds.. as ben, David and hector stayed on the balcony watchin us.. Well james slipped and busted his ass.. and it was so funnTy.. well i decided i was going to run and slide.. As soon as I did it I hit a tree stump.. it hurt but I was laughing so hard.. then all of a sudden everyone came from the balcony and decided they wanted to join James and i because it looked like we were having some fun LOL.. as soon as we decided we were done playing we ALL had to take showers again... Well needless to say.. It was JAMES< DAVID, HECTOR, and MYSELF in the shower TOGETHER.. it was so funnTy to see us all moving around in the shower.. I regreted slippin slidin after i got out the shower and still felt nasty.. LOL... by this time the lights had been out for awhile so there was not too much more excitement except for the text message war we all decided to have...
So saturday rolls around.. David, Hector, James, and I all went to Chilis to eat.. it was wonderful.. I had a great view of this hawt guy... Who might I add licks his fingers very well LOL...We ate lunch and just goofed off like always...then hector and I decided that we should get an electric lemonade which was great but I think I may of got crunk before 5 pm LOL..... we left and went to the mall so James could buy him an outfit for the club on saturday night.. Yes we went to the club on Saturday again even when we said we wouldnt.. SOMEONE SHOOT US... LOl....Hector Finally cut my hair and then we decided to get ready for the night.. Hector and travis went out as drag queens... woohoo gotta love them LOL Got to the club and it was ok for a bit until someone showed up at the club and kinda ruinned it all LOL.. It was cool though because I got to have a little chat with chad..hectors drag momma.. she is well known at splash.. Gosh I love his momma
Sunday...Kinda a blurr i dont even know what we did LOl oh wait i remember we watched freddy vs jason and ate popcorn.. duddy came over and thats it
well until next time.. peace out
Current mood: awake for once
Wednesday, September 14, 2005
These days it seems like No one knows what the word "FRIEND" means..Expect for the handful of people that and trust me u know who u are.... I'm so tired of wasting my time on people that will not be my friends in the end.. I wasted my time on someone for 2 months put up with his attuitude and his bitchy ways.. I never understood why I was friends with him because he was only nice when he wanted to be.. Sad thing is I introduced him to some of my friends now and he thought since we arent friends anymore they wouldnt be friends with him.. Well sorry to say they can be friends with more than one person at a time unlike some... I will never say I hate him but I can honestly say I dont like him at this point and time.. I know he chose his "boyfriend" over our friendship but thats ok because that just proved to me I was never his friend to begin with... I will not be sorry for saying the things I said to him because Im so tired of people taking my friendship for granted.. I treat people the way they wanna be treated and they think IM going to sit around and wait for them to make time for me.. Seasonal friends need not to apply.. I dont have time to deal with that.. I will ONLY invest my time into my true friends..
Also another thing I will not be called fake.. IM sorry I cant hate everyone in the world.. Just because I leave someone a comment on livejournal about a certain sitution doesnt mean IM fake.. Not that i have to explain myself.. No one has done anything to me so why should I hate everyone.. Sorry thats not me nor will it ever be me.. Until someone fucks me over I will be nice and try to be the best friend I can be.. That is what I did with u but u threw it away and its ur loss.. I refuse to try again because Im not going to set myself up to be hurt again...
On a brighter site of things.. this is a shout out to My true friends
~*~Leannica~*~ Girl, I love you so much.. You make me completely happy.. I cant wait until you get better so we can spend some much needed time together.. Im going insane without you right now..I felt so selfish the other night calling u crying over the whole friendship thing and Your sitting there not being able to leave or do anything.. Im so glad you got good news when u went to the doctor the other day.. Leann i love ya babe and I cant wait for us to be together again like ole times..
~*~David~*~ Wow I must say i'm happy you and I are friends... You make me giggle and trust me we have been through somethings in the past few weeks that people prolly never go through LOL.. I have so much fun hanging out with u and I cant wait until Leannica gets better so we all can hang out.. Robyn included LOL Thanks for being a TRUE friend to me and actually taking the time to get to know me.. I know im crazy and silly but thats me and I know u love it.... this is basically me saying thanks for being there.. You were the first one i talked to the other night when the whole chris and I thing went down.. Thanks for listening to me cry and rant and rave.. LOl.. ur awesome and I love ya bunches
I only wrote shout outs to my friends on live journal that doesnt mean I dont love all of u.. I love u all and u know who u are...
Until next times kiddies
Current mood:  Thanks to all my friends...
Saturday, September 10, 2005
So, we had plans to go to the mall with Christopher... He invited Maribeth, David and myself.. Well Anna and Robyn came along as well.. Which they were more than welcome to join us.. Well, robyn and david meet us at the mall and we went to pick Hector up from his apt... As we are waiting for him to get there.. This really random black kid pops out of the hallway thingy outside the apt complex.. he had some dreds in his head and he kept blowing bubbles with his gum.. I couldnt help but laugh because it was funny. LOL.. So we get to the mall and meet up with Robyn and david at Glamour Shots... that is were travis works... After that we leave hector there and go shopping with chris.. We went into every gay store there is.. LOL.. I mean come on the Mall is directed to the gay community LOL... I cant remember what gay store we were in but I look over and see my own flesh and blood.. Brother.. I was like hey bitch.. LOl.. it was great.. introduced him to all my friends and then we all left.. Well we were all going to go to the Levee and walk around because walkin around the Levee is FREE and we are poor.. But instead we didnt do that because Christopher wanted to go see his man so he left us...
We get back to bens apt and we all decided to go to the Texas Club... Duddy came and brought us.. It was Me, David, Maribeth, Anna and Rachel and Dallas met us there...David and Duddy had never been to the Texas club because they are Gay.. SHHHHH dont tell anyone.. Well we had a good time.. I missed LEANNICA the whole time because she was the one that popped my texas club cherry and I wish she could of been there last night.. Well david invited his friend Aaron to come(a.k.a scrubs, or march of dimes LOl)When he gets there the fun began.. he is so fucking funny.. Well its 2 and the club closes.. So we are all leaving to go home.. David had forgot his keys to his car in robyn's car so Scrubs brings him to denham springs to get them and they were going to meet us at Ben's apt...
So back at the trailer park.. Ben comes home with a guy he use to date and im sure they did some things together but hey its there busy.. Maribeth and Anna were in the living room and IM not sure what they were doing but it wasnt Natural LOL... So I was left alone to sit on the porch.. Like im a dog are something.. I mean they all must of sensed that I was in heat are something... because I was on the porch until david and scrubs got there.. When the got to bens it was soooo funny.. There was a drunk guy walking the apt complex and he stopped to talk to us.. We tried to get him to sell us some weed because he was trying to get us to do coke. It was funny.. I mean he kept coming back and Scrubs just wanted him to take his shirt off LOL.. But david and I begged him not to.. So around 4:30 David and scrubs decided to go home and we all decided to go to bed.. So thats what happened last night.. It was fun and I cant wait to do it again... Woohooo
Now on a different note...
Christopher is mad at me because I told him Im not going to be a back burner friend.. I know he is in love and he and Robbie just got back together and what not.. But I cant stand it when someone makes plans with me and then backs out.. I know you love him and you think im making u choose but im not.. I have told u time and time again.. Guys come and go... Friends are forever.. What is going to happen when things dont work out for u and him(not saying they wont) and the whole time u date him u put ur so called "friends" on the back burner.. Your going to come running to us... And even though we may not approve of how u treated us we will still be there for u.. I'm not tryin to be a bitch but I really do refuse to sit on the back burner and wait for u to have time for me or us as a whole.. From now on Dont make plans with us in advance because 9 times out of 10 u will not hold up because u have a boyfriend now.. See one thing I loved about Dustin and u dating was I got to see you and hang out and we got to do things together with the both of u.. I know with this relationship that wont happen.. So when u decide u wanna hang out call me and let me know.. And if im not busy We can... but dont get mad if i change my mind all of a sudden...
Chris, also when u read this dont look at this as me attacking you.. Im just trying to open ur eyes a little bit and make u realize u cant keep hurting ur friends like this.. I love you and I always will but I do deserve to be treated better... If u decide to leave a comment make sure its tactful because I know u.. u will leave a comment Like fuck u are something like that.. IM not bashing u... IM just stating how i feel.. i mean this is my journal... And unlike some... When I write about someone in my journal.. I am specific so no one gets confused r it gets blown out of proportion....So just understand where im coming from..
Until next time.. Pe@ce out
Current mood:  Im So FuCkInG cOnFuSeD
Thursday, September 8, 2005
Trust isn't something one can allow to give so easily it opens the door to all sorts of misery."
Isnt that quote just so true.. I had to post it for all to read
Current mood:  IM a fuckin silly
Let me first start off by saying Leann i want u to get better soon.. I miss u more soooo much... We need to hang out and jig together real soon.. I hope we get to do it soon.. I love u babe....
Chris this is for u..... Thank u for taking the time to wanna get to know david.. he is awesome and I know u will like him...Thanks babe love ya bunches
David... Now this is for u.. I had a blast today... Thanks for not tellin maribeth I smoked pot.. Its ok I told her anyways LOL.. I know it started off good but got crazy.. And i know i shouldnt be apologizing But i am sorry for having to keep that a serect... IM glad we can be friends.. thanks babe.. Love ya babe
Guys I cant wait until we all get a chance to have fun together.. love ya all bunches
Current mood: i need a man
Monday, September 5, 2005
Hey this entry is for David.. its to inform him that I LOVE MYSELF dearly.... I love everything about me.. So u better recongize... I love you tooo but I love me more....So on another note... Stop hitting on me... I know u want me serectly but hey it just wouldnt work because your gay.. LOL... But hey maybe one day I will come out of my shell and it will happen until then u will just have to suffer.. I know I hate to hurt people and but dont look at it as me hurting u... Im just letting u down gentle... Well enough of that
Well until next time bitches... Peace out
p.s for all those who read this dont ask.. this is something david and I were talkin about... BIG KISS DAVID
p.s.s LEANNICA get better soon.... because i fuckin miss ur ass...
p.s.s.s Chris u is a nigga ho....but i love u bunches
Current mood: damn i love me
Wednesday, August 24, 2005
Well yesterday I got the worse scare of MY LIFE!!!!!!! I called leanns cell phone (leann is my best friend) and someone I didnt recognize answered her phone and told me she was just involved in a car accident.. Well my heart stopped and all I could say was IS SHE OK!!!!!!! The girl told me she was fine she just needed to be checked out.. Well I tired calling her all day and I couldnt get in touch with her.. Well she finally got a hold of me around 3:30 and she told me that her Car is TOTALLED.... I freaked out ... She then told me she broke her ankle and she has 22 stitches.. Well I was so relived it wasnt anything worse than that...I mean its bad enough her car is gone and she cant walk but at least she is still alive.. Gosh I dont know what I would have done if I would of LOST my LEANNICA... I love that girl so much... Well enough about all the sad stuff...
This is a little shoutout to Christopher.... I miss u boo boo.. we need to do something real soon.. I love y babe..
Well not much more I can update on at the moment but as soon as i get a chance Ill come back and share my news with you...
Peace out nigga ho
Current mood:  IM in love and I love it
Wednesday, August 10, 2005
Yup thats right you guys its my BIRTHDAY... woohooo... im be big 22 (not a fat joke either).. IM hoping for something fun and exciting to happen this weekend.. Any suggestions let a girl know...
Well I had to get my lisence renewed this morning.. So me and my best friend Leannica loves u bitch went to the DMV... Well they had this little black kid running around the DMV with a "TIRE IRON" WTF.. it was so funny.. he came up behind leann like he was going to hit her in the head with it and she jumped up and moved.. Well he pointed it at us and said he was going to shoot us between the eyebrows with it.. CAN SOMEONE SAY STRAIGHT JACKET lol.. I was so glad to see the momma come from the back and leave with her crazy ass kid.. COME ON GUYS A TIRE IRON.. this is the DMV not a tire changing place.. go to wal-mart with that shit LOL.. well toodles for now..
Birthday count down
Leannica 8 days woohoo babe
Current mood: Its my birthday HO
Tuesday, August 9, 2005
ThIs ShIt Is FuNnTy LoL
BiRtHdAy CoUnTdOwN
LeAnNiCa 8 dAys AnD cOuNtInG
StEfAnIe 1 DaY WoOhOo
Current mood:  GoTta LoVe Me
Monday, August 8, 2005
I'm a little upset.. I'm really not sure if I should be but I am.... I know I shouldnt of read into it too much but if someone you consider a really good friend tells u "I dont think I can count on my friends too much any more" and this friend doesnt mention names would u take offence to it.. Well I did.. I took offence because i'm consider to be a friend of his and for him to think he can't count on his friends anymore kinda saddens me.. I love this person with all my heart and I wanna see him happy in whatever his little heart desires to do but was that comment uncalled for.. I may just be reading into it to much but who knows.. I know the person will read this entry and when u do I want u to know Im not attacking you IM merely just statin my feelings.. I love you sweetheart and I want u to know if you cant count on ur friends then who can u count on.. I'll ALWAYS be here and u can always come to me.. Just remember that.. I love u babe
Current mood: why does this always happen
Sunday, August 7, 2005
Well some friends and I went to eat at Logan's last night... It was really funny.... I mean you get to eat peanuts and throw the shells on the floor.. Woohoo.. im glad I dont work there because I so wouldnt wanna clean that shit up...Well Chris, Becca, and myself were outside smoking.. When this guy leaves the resturant and he is telling this girl a joke.. THis is how it went..
Im in a clothing store.. and IM in the women's dept. and a salesperson comes up to me and ask me if i need some help.. I reply why no im in the girl's section.. LOL... NOw can someone tell me where this is funny at all.. I mean come on.. The chicken cross the road is funnier than this shit.. But u best believe I laughed my ass off just because it was so dumb.. He dude get some new jokes.. Trust me its better for us all..
Ta ta for now.. Nigga bitch slut Ho
Birthday countdown
Leannica 10 days (19) my girl is growin up...damn girl I love you
Stefanie 3 days (22) damn I think this birthday is going to ROCK
Current mood:  Bedtime is now
Friday, August 5, 2005
BiRtHdAy CoUnTdOwN
LeAnNiCa 12 DaYs AnD cOuNtInG
StEfAnIe 5 dAyS aNd CoUnTiNg
GoSh ThIs GoInG tO bE a WoNdErFuL bIrThDaY tHiS yEaR..
lEaNnIcA i LoVe YoU gIrLy
ChRiStOpHeR i LoVe YoU tOo
Current mood:  BoUnCe WItH mE
Thursday, August 4, 2005
OK well it has been a little bit since I actually took the time to write in my live journal... But see I stumbled upon something funnTy this afternoon and I thought I would share it with you guys... Now sit back and enjoy....
My best friend Leannica and I were going to return some of my applications.. Well I had her drop me off at the beginning of the shopping area so I could work my way down.... Well I'm doing my thing.. and here comes Leannica.. She is riding along side of me as I walk.. Makin faces, dancin, singing, pointing at people.. You know the normal things people do... LOL... Well it looked like she was stalking me.. I looked at her with a stern look and said.. Go away LOL... She didnt listen.... Well I turned in my last application.. (im not telling you where for the simple reason you can't go and feel an application out there and get the JOB before me..)
I get into the car so we can leave to come back to Duddy's house.. Well everytime we go this way she passes up the STOP sign... Well she did it again today... I was like Leann that is a STOP sign back there.. and then she busted out and told me... Its not even a real STOP sign... LMFAO.. Not a real STOP sign are you Kitting.. Then she realized how dumb that sounded and decided to join in on my laughter...
So we are on our way back to Duddy's at this point and in front of us is a toyota car.. Not sure what type I forgot lol... Well you know how they have the Jesus fish on the back of some cars.. Well this lady had a colony of them.. So Leann and I were both trying to figure out why she had so many.. Leann came up with this funny thing.. She said the big fish represents Jesus and all the other fish represents us.. It was the funniest thing she had said all day.. besides the whole fake STOP sign theory... I mean I guess u had to have been there to really know what was so funny about it...
Well nothing too exiciting has happened to me this past few days.. I guess when my life gets back to its old self again I'll beable to write funnier things..
Tata for now
Birthday Count Down
Stefanie(thats me) 6 days and counting
Leannica (thats her name dont wear it out)13 days and counting.. whoot whoot
Current mood:  Sorry dont know whats wrong!!!
Friday, July 29, 2005
How do you spell Mississippi?
There's a M and I two S's and a I two S's and a I two P's and I... and thats it... Damn guys I wish you could of heard Leannica say this shit.. I think I might of peed on myself..
LEANNICA IS MY BEST FRIEND IN THE WHOLE WIDE WORLD.. I LOVE YOU SOOOO MUCH GIRL... DAMN WE HAVE HAD SOME GOOD TIMES THESE LAST 5 YEARS AND I CANT WAIT TO SEE WHAT IS UP AHEAD FOR US... I LOVE YOU MORE AND MORE EVERYDAY... AND ALL MY FRIENDS LOVE YOU TOO.. WELL LET ME REPHRASE THAT "OUR" FRIENDS LOVE YOU... YOU ROCK MY SOCKS (WHATEVER THAT MEANS) LOVE YOU BUNCHES...
Ok new subject.... the other night I went to my friend's last drag show at splash... it was the night they were going to announce who won.. And I knew my friend had to have won.. well guess what?????? HE WON... woohooo you go lady d I love you my hot puertican homo....
New subject... I have a wonderful friend (name withheld) and this wonderful friend is in love.. You know who i'm talking about.. Please just go with your gut.. Your making the right decision.. You know I love you and I wanna see you happy so let yourself be happy.. BIG LOVE
Toodles for now guys
Current mood: I hate this time of the month
Wednesday, July 27, 2005
Well I'm breaking out all over the left side of my face and i'm getting PISSED.. My once so beautiful face looks like shit.. So when I woke up this morning I decided to apply this wonderful pimple cream to my pimps... Its called TOOTHPASTE (bitches dont take my new invention k).. As I sit here and write my face burns like hell because it pulls the redness out of them.. This shit better hurry I wanna wash my face now...
Last night Chris and I (well it was all his idea) decided to go to Krispy Kreme and get some donuts... Well I just fell asleep and he decides to wake me up by giving me a freaking heart attack.. THANKS CHRIS.... SMOOCHES ON THAT ONE.... So of course I get up to bring him for his donuts... Might I add it was 1 in the morning... Damn you would think we were stoned leaving that house that late lol....Well when we get there him and I noticed this frozen drinks and we had to have one... well the rather large man that works at the joint(place you shouldnt work if u are that large...)was taking forever to make our drinks.. once he is done and hands them to us.. Chris and I acted like it was Christmas and we both were about to open presents.. These drinks were absolutly fabou.. Whipped creme pouring out the top.. I mean chris and I couldn't wait to drive away from the window so we could engulf the whipped creme in our mouth... As we both did.. Then we came back home and went to bed.. LOL....
until next time.. pe@ce
p.s. im craving a crunch wrap from taco hell..
p.s.s CONGRATS to you Christopher on the new job... LOVE YOU SHUGGA
Current mood: No momma doesn't wanna fuck!!!
Tuesday, July 26, 2005
Well it's time to make people laugh again.. Since that is one of the only things i'm good at.. Well my summer has been wonderful( throws arms into arm)... I met some really awesome friends whom I will give a big shout out too...
Chris.... GOD I LOVE THIS KID!!!!!!!!!!! You are truly amazing and Im so glad you and I are such good friends.. Even though I have known you for like ummm a month.. seems like years...All the good times we have shared has been great... From the fourth of july.. getting stuck in the mud in your car and having to push it out.. We were all covered in mud....From all the nights we watched the newlyweds and sleepaway camp... cuddling on the floor at the apt.. and for the time u woke me up after ur interview and I was so excited to see you.. I would not trade one single of these moments for all the money in the world.. Well maybe some money because IM POOR LOL...
Maribeth... Not that she will ever see this but incase she does.. You are so wonderful and IM so very glad that my puerto rican homo introduced me to you.. IN the last month we have gotten so close and I couldnt give that up.. You are soo much fun to be around and you always make me smile and giggle... This is a big thanks for everything.. for all the mornings you came and laided on me and when i didnt feel you, you said good morning stefie.. for the fourth of july when we had the best time and ur skirt fell off at the gas station.. for the drunk friday i let you and ur girlfriend suck on my nips...(does that make me gay LOL) and for all the times i let u guys see me do jumping jacks with no shirt on... I love being with u guys and I thank u for everything
This are two truly amazing people and I think everyone should have friends like u guys... for all the sayings we have all said
Are you Kidting?
That is Funnty
Free 99
Hey hun, cool car
and this is for all the times we have all been tone deaf and dont give a sa nock a te da what we sound like... Love you guys...
stefie
Current mood:  hungry
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